How’s the wordy world gone by?

The world has its own way. We also have our way of our own.

Do we run our own way, or do we run the way god has prepared us?

Logically, I never can decide which one is more logic than the other one. But, fortunately, my parents had taught me how to eliminate the confusion: "never think about if it is our way or the God’s which he has prepared for us. Just lead the way."

"I had an unexpected but the happiest moment in my life in the past time (Well, specific time is not important). It was marvellous but surprising and beautiful; I had a lover who loved me and I loved the one. The time was the most elaborate and enchanting time. I was tremendously happy.

Something which is tremendous usually ends up shortly, or ends up unexpectedly if not short. That was what happened to me. My story ended. I was broken hearted.

It was time to use my parents magic word: Just lead the way. I tried to lead the way. The pain didn’t went away but I knew that I must lead the way with asking the causes.

It feels better now. I could survive by not asking what is the cause of something.

But, actually, I never trully try to not ask the causes. I have doubt about how the world’s gone by? Is it our own way that we are leading? Is it the lord’s way which is prepared before?

to survive, I never need to ask that. But when trying to get the essence of ways, everyone needs to think about that. It is confusing for me, but the hell with that thing.

I’ve got the question. Has anyone got the answer?