Selasa, 09 Desember 2008

a feeling of not being loved

Feeling. How do you define the word?

Now, my skin feels little itchy. My eyes little sore. My stomach little uneasy. My feeling little not being loved.

Let the word left undefined by me. Well, you could always define the word yourself.

I feel a little bit not being loved. I am in love with someone who seems to love me. But this uneasy feeling sprang all the way together with our happy relationship. is that a kind of bad omen?

When I tried to find how could the feeling came suddenly, the guilt feeling attacked me. How could I think that the one who shows me love could not love me?

It could be that I am too sensitive in interpreting words. I usually interprete word beyond what it literally means. And so, sometimes, it would result in chaotic feeling of not being loved properly by the lover which I never try to express to the lover.

I always think that I am too sensitive.

But, could my feeling be right?

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